Hatiku milik siapa?

fuh fuh tiup2 habuk yang ada kat blog

sesawang,sarang labah-labah,telur cicak semua ada :D

dah lama sangat tak update blog

janji haritu last sekali nak update pasal Tanah Haram

tapi last-last tak update pun pasal screen laptop rosak :(

nak buat macam mana ujian Allah

tabah je la

ada hikmah kot disebaliknya

ni pun sekarang pakai screen Wan Izzat (AJK Akademik PCI)

terima kasih banyak :D

tengok tajuk macam dah gempak

tapi ini sebenarnya tajuk forum anjuran batch tahun 3

menjelang sambutan tahun baru

bukan main rancak program berjalan

bermacam-macam soalan dilontarkan

ahli-ahli panel pun bukan calang-calang orang

masing-masing bekas orang besar PCI sendiri

part yang paling orang bahan is part video

pelakon die Nurherman memang dah jadi lelaki pujaan Alex

macho habis :D

berkisar tentang isi (isi tersirat) untuk post ni

memang lately ni macam-macam dugaan datang

cerita kawan2 pun ada aku dengar

masing-masing dah ready nak luahkan perasaan masing-masing

kat orang yang mereka rasa bakal menjadi teman hidup masing-masing

yang dah bertanya kepada wali pun ada

Alhamdulillah mereka selangkah lagi untuk melengkapkan agama mereka,

tapi aku?

seronok dengar kawan-kawan dah bersedia

tapi dalam hati mengenang diri,aku dah bersedia ke?

seronok tengok kawan semangat cerita tentang wanita yang ingin dijadikan isteri

tapi aku? calon pun tak ada.

Bunyi pathetic gila haha tapi nak buat macam mana

aku tak ready lagi nak buat semua ini,

aku tak ready lagi nak tambah tanggungjawab aku

aku tak ready lagi nak bimbing seorang wanita

aku tak ready lagi mentally and spiritually

aku tak nak tambah dosa andai aku gagal bimbing bakal isteri disebabkan kejahilan aku

nak pergi nyatakan hasrat kat parents lagi la jauh

kadang-kadang hati terusik pabila melihat seseorang

pabila terkenang seseorang

tapi jauh di sudut hati

aku dan dia jauh berbeza,dia umpama bulan purnama

aku hanya burung pungguk yang merindukannya :(

status aku dan dia tak setaraf

even nak simpan perasaan pun tak berani

kerana aku sedar aku hanyalah kaca,bukan berlian mahupun delima

bak kata lagu BPR 'seribu tahun takkan mungkin'

sometimes i just wish i'm someone else

i'm someone with higher self esteem

i'm someone with a high pride

i'm someone who never give up

i'm someone who believe in himself in every circumstances

i'm someone who trust himself in every action and decision

‘bahwa laki-laki yang baik akan mendapatkan wanita-wanita yang baik dan begitupula sebaliknya'

Surah An-Nur ayat 26

Ya Allah,temukanlah aku dengan sebaik-baik wanita :')

Madinah Munawwarah-The City of Light

In the last post I promise to write about Umrah experience

and I took a very very long time to fulfill it

sorry readers,you know how lazy I am during this summer holiday

I feel like sleeping all days long without any interruption

which I would experience no more if the classes have begin

ok,enough blabbering,lets start some serious writing

Alhamdulillah it was a safe and sound journey from Cairo to Jeddah Airport

we took our things and luggage and rented a bus.

The bus was very comfortable indeed,like a tour bus,but it only send us out of the airport

not to the intended place,after a mere 2-3 kms happy bus-riding,the bus stop

and we was transferred to other bus

if the 1st bus is 5-stars bus,this bus i gave 3 stars only,not satisfying at all

maybe its some test from Him on His Holy land.

It was ok as long as we can sleep on the bus as it took 6 hours from Jeddah to Madinah.

I bet any of you would sleep for a journey that long.

and we arrived safely to our hotel which was located about 1.5 Km from the Masjid Nabawi

it was evening,after zuhur

we settled well in our hotel,took some good rest,prepared ourselves

and get ready for our very first iftar at masjid Nabawi

Masya-Allah the Masjid was very filled with human being everywhere

in the masjid,rooftop and around the masjid,it was mesmerizing

to see muslims there sharing with each other foods,drinks,

even sejadah to pray after the iftar

tears almost drop from my eyes,how lucky I am to be born in this religion,

the only religion acknowledged by Him nowadays

for the 1st iftar,someone gave me a few dates,and the dates tasted very superb

I cant describe how good it is,but it was definitely delicious

I think U can get that very well-taste only in Saudi Arabia

and the drink is zam-zam for sure

we couldnt stop drinking zam-zam like drinking very tasty drink.

we only stayed in Madinah for 3 days,most of our time was spent at the masjid

we even slept at the masjid,the carpet was very soft it felts like a bed

plus the masjid is fully air-conditioned,its make sleeping more comfortable

we only slept for 1-2 hours only at night,most of the time we didn't sleep

most sleeping time was concentrated after the morning prayer waiting for the Dhuha time.

2 most important places in Masjid Nabawi are Raudhah

and Makam Prophet Mohammad S.A.W

Raudhah is 1 of Heaven's garden Allah put on this earth

and it is said that whoever ask Dua to Allah in Raudhah

the Dua will be accepted insya-Allah

(1 of the places regarded as mustajab)

and the place was very crowded!

u wouldnt easily walk in and get a place in Raudhah

yes u need to wait for your turn to come,to find a place for a 2-rakaat prayer

and to get out as soon as possible as there are other people waiting

behind you to finish your solat and to pray at your place after u have finished

Raudhah stretch from the Prophet's Mimbar to His Makam

a very small protion compared to the big size of the masjid

and the carpet's colour is green instead of red

being used in other areas of the masjid

I've entered Raudhah 2 times in those 3 days

Very grateful to Him for giving me the chances

to have a peek at His Heaven's Garden :D

and visiting Prophet's Makam and also the first two Caliphes

Of Caliphes Ar-Rasyidin,Abu Bakar and Omar

next to the Prophet's Makam

we also visit the Baqi' graveyard next to the Masjid

the grave for people who are close to our Prophet during his time

including the 3rd Caliphe Uthman and also the Prophet's wife

Saidatina Aisyah :D

A glance of the Masjid Nabawi during Iftar